tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60368966876495964212011-04-21T18:19:04.221-06:00It is has been a rough 2 years, I wish I could go back and change things. I have learned a lot and the problem with that is the main thing I have learned is not to trust.Tina Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08971390118500535309noreply@blogger.comBlogger301100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6036896687649596421.post-70763839748535959852008-07-12T20:06:00.002-06:002008-07-12T20:14:43.046-06:00

Well, it has been a loooonnnngggg time again since I was on here. Wanted to catch everyone up on what has been going on around here. I have not been able to get to church because of life in general an the things going on. I feel that God understands and that is all that matters. So on to what is going on.1. As most know I was diagnosed with cancer in May of this year. After a few days of

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I thought I was over with this sickness, well I was/am the pnemoinia (sp)but then I got this nice cough, head congestion, blah feeling. It got to the point I had to go to the hospital Sunday night to be told that I am not managing my asthma very well. That doctor made me feel like I was there only for drugs. That wasn't the case I only wanted to feel better which I didn't and don't. I am yet

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I am back. My laptop is up running and I am loving it. I never knew how much I missed this thing until it was gone.Anyway some things in my life has really made a turn around. The medication is good but I am praying every day I don't have a lapse backwards.I am getting things organized a little bit better and that is helping my mind as well. I have been helping my friend with her aunt and

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It has been a long time since I have posted life has been kind of busy here. I am on a new medication and it is kind of working better still want to sleep a lot but I am trying to get better at this. I have my nights and days mixed up BADLY like right now I have so much energy I could jump off the roof about 100 times. OKAY that may be a little over board but you get the point. John is working

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Yesterday I went to church nervous as could be but it had to be done for ME!!! Well, nobody thought to tell me that the service would knock me right upside the head. I couldn't believe it. I have been to other churchs in my lifetime to be honest my uncle is a babtist preacher and I can honestly say I have NEVER seen anyone have a connection with God to know his congregation as I see with

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TURN UP THE VOLUME:

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For the last 5 weeks I have wanted to go back to LHC but to be honest with you I am scared to death. I don't mean a little sick I mean the full blown thing Headache, sick to my stomach, weak, can't catch my breath, chest hurt, just down right BLAH. I have no idea why, I talked to my therapist about this she told me that she honestly thinks I am having an anxiety attack about going into

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It has been a very emotional day. My great grandmother passed away at the age of 96 years old. It was so sad to see my mamaw there and knowing what all was going through her head and it was tougher when you have a video with all the pictures of those we have lost in the past. Great Grandpa, papaw, Uncle Jr, Uncle Gary and then I also learned that she had a BEAUTIFUL sister Aunt Mable that

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Not real sure if anyone reads these things but oh well if they don't atleast it is entertaining at times to me or helpful more then entertaining.This week has been a week of trails.1. John's dash is cracked on his 01 dodge ram and so I called doge dealership Monday and as I was speaking to ohhhh lets see the 100th person for the day on the same subject I made the comment that I am really glad

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I had every intention of going to church this morning but a friends childen she has guardianship of both ended up in the Emergency Room instead. They went to the biological mother and family last week while she worked on her new home well this family smoked around these children and they can't take it. I bet before it is over with they both are diagnosed with asthma. So Prayers to the little

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I don't know if anyone reads these things or not but it helps me to write them. But I think I need to explain something to everyone. After reading some of my post I wonder where I am coming from. LOL So this is the thing most of the time I write these after I take my medication. So things are not always completely awake for that. LOLI told you all yesterday that I started my bedroom well after

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I have been asking my husband for the past 3 months to help me move our bedroom around. Since I went on CPAP, breathing machine, and all the medications the way we werer set up just wasnt' working. well after asking and asking and being told I will get to it I did it today. Started it at around 9 this morning and it is 10 now and it still is not complete but with my asthma I can deal with

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It has been busy. My DH placed a basket of bath salts that I had done for gift baskets near (very near) a heat register. It drawed ALL of the moisture out of it and and made them hard as a brick. I like to never got those things broke apart, but with the help of a hammer, a food processor I finally have bath salt again. Add fragrance and color, weighed, labeled and ready for sale. THANK

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I know it has been a while but things went stupid there for a minute. On Thursday DH came home and said a dear friend of ours dad was in the hospital and it didn't look good because the cancer came back full blown. When John came home on Friday he told me that Mr. Duncan had passed away. So off to the craft cabinet to make an arrangement for the family. Around 12 the phone ran it was my Aunt

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Okay I liked this so I swiped it from Andi.The rules are: Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the questions. They must be real places, names, things … nothing made up! If you can’t think of anything, skip it. You CAN’T use your name for the boy/girl name question. If your name happens to start with the same letter as mine, sorry, but you can’t use my answers! So join in the fun…My

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Hello My Friend, Well, it's time for My Birthday again, so I thought I'd drop you a note. Last year, and for many, many years past, they've had a real big party for Me, so it just seems like they probably will again this year. After all, they've been shopping and preparing for it for months now. And in the papers, on radio, and on the TV, there have been announcements and advertisements almost

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I have my tree up relaxing LOL so that I can decorate it. I didn't put a tree up last year because the depression was just taking over. I feel I have to do it this year as this may be our last year in this house. Since I lost my job we haven't been able to get the payments kept up to many other bills in the beginning and something had to suffer. I hate that it was my house. It is so sad that

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It has been a while since I have wrote. I will finish my story at another time but to catch you up for now.I received my test results Tuesday after 3 hours they have come to find out that I am not ADHD. Thank God for that because I would cry at night because I did not want to take another medication.But, I was found to have severe bi-polar, and severe depression, and severe anxiety. I

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I have been thinking about a lot lately (of course not much else to do) but anyway.People as why is there so much hatred in the world? I ask why do people try to make another have so much hatred?People say be happy because nothing is going to change. I say if people were so happy would they try to bring down their supposed friends to make them unhappy.People say get them out of your life they are

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Okay this is getting a little tiresome. I have been sick for about a week and 2 days I think. Anyway kind of hard to get anything done when all you want to do is SLEEP. I am out of medication, feel like I am choking.Didn't go to sleep until around 3 this morning and mom called me to tell me that she went to get her mail today and that there was a letter in telling her that her disabilty should be

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I have been writing about what has lead up to where I am today in my life. It has helped but I can assure you I am know where done. LOL Sorry.Any hoo John and I went to Evansville today and I tell you this world scares me. Everything is going up EXCEPT for paychecks but people some people keep spending like there is no tomorrow on stupid things. These are the same people that are going to

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So anyway as I said before I was called and told I had a child molestor working for me. I asked a few questions of the caller and really didn't get much except that my "support" employee has been living with her boyfriend and his family. Her having the apartment in Chander with the manager was a cover up because the boyfriend had just turned 16 but they had been in a sexual relationsip since he

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I couldn't get out of bed today. Thank goodness for laptops. Anyway just wanted everyone to know that this bug sucks. Perri had told me about the turkey dinner before church service tonight and I had honestly planned on going. I don't think anyone wants this bug so I am sure they are happy I stayed home instead. I am thinking about you all and I will be back.Going back to sleep so be safe.

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I don't expect anyone to read these but it just helps me get this off my chest for properly the first time in a some what order since this happened.When the manager did Boonville school runs she was to stop by the house once a week and get the groceries for the week. We had to do this because groceries started growing legs and walking right out of the daycare and of course no one knew anything

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I know that a lot of people have no idea what I am talking about when I say I have had a rough few years. After talking to my therapist she suggested that I blog about it to get it off my chest so I guess I will give it a try. What do I have to lose right?I started doing daycare in my home in 1996 right after my father in law passed away. My husband was not real close to his dad but what can I

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I believe it is getting to where I am going to have to break down and go to the doctor. I still feel like a Mack truck has ran over me backed up (over me) and went forward again. If that doesn't describe it enough I feel like doo doo.It really didn't help breathing in the smoke fumes last night but that is okay I will overcome that those poor people made it all right. When they looked at you and

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For the residents that live or lived in the Lincoln Place Apartments. I am not real sure about the status of the lady that was life flighted out but please pray for her as well. I do know that either she or someone got her cat out and he was not a happy kitty but he is being taken care of by family.It is heartbreaking to see a family put out but to watch 80 something be out of a home if only for

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I had every intention of getting up this morning and going to church but upon waking up my sinus's are draining, my head feels like it is going to explode at any moment, I just down right feel like doo-doo.I have so much I need to do to get things done around here but of course feeling like this I don't see it happening anytime soon. I need to get some things done to try and sell so I can make

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I can honestly say that I have had alot of change in the past few months but not for the better. I have allowed the devil to take ahold of my soul and make me mean, hateful, revengeful, and just down right a bitch to be around and to live with.My marriage is not the best it could be but to be honest I guess I can't ask for much more because I don't have the will power to give a damn about

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And it should always lead(s) towards/back to GOD. Trust me this has not always been my motto but I am hoping to get it on track. I have found a church that has really made me feel comfortable and WANTED and that is the most important thing. I have felt unwanted for so long in areas of my life it feels wonderful to have that feeling again.We had a service last night that was beautiful. As some may

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